Ashley Had Her Baby a some days ago and there are some cute pictures of him on annas myspace!

.....and i don't know how to fix it. She is sad too....I LOVE HER THOUGH! And to me she is beautiful! I don't like her being sad, cause then she just feel like drinking or getting wasted. We went to the movies last night, Had a good time and i was pretty happy!

...... i guess i am an asshole. Anyway, she still pisses me off sometimes because i'm stupid! It pisses me off that she asked me to do these things for her after i just sit down or its simple for her to do. Fuck we weren't supposed to fight today, her phone is more important to me sometimes, i said well we should just turn off our phones for the day. I got laughed at. I was serious one of the main reasons i get upset is because of that fucking phone. And i go get it for her and who does she have texts from waiting to read.....Him, I fucking hate him more than ever now. I swear sometimes i feel like i'm just here to please her.....as her bitch. Not Fucking Funny! I am being serious. I try to do everything i could possibly do for her, but i don't want to get her phone if she is also gonna text him. And she was like "Oh fuck i forgot it's m*****s birthday on saturday!" I really FUCKING HATE HIM. And She said it like she was.....idk....she really cared. If that even makes any sense at all. What also pisses me off i how she makes me feel lower than her....though she says she doesn'tmean it to come out that way. I don't like M*****......why mainly because she was with him just for one thing. Which in my mind is dumb. She said he was nothing but a booty call to her and that he meant nothing to her...... Then why do you till talk to him! I swear to GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH but as much attention she demands from me.....IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR TO HAVE THAT MUCH ATTENTION FROM HER? I mean she could ignore her phone, its not that hard. I really hate that fact that she would sleep with someone...without loving them. I know its none of my business but it really break my heart. Because I feel so helpless sometimes.......Thats why i really don't like M*****! Her talking to B****** is not as hurtful as he talking to M***** because she said it was nothing more than sex.....Fuck IDK.....If you read this just read it i really don't want responses.....just read cause i need to vent.....

She Found Out! Oh Well! Now She Know, and KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE!

She won't let me do anything she likes! We are going out to eat tonight but i have to choose, I want her to choose! I wanna be able to do things she likes, and until then i feel like i'm not really part of her life! I want to spend more time with HER doing shit she likes to do! Hell we have been together for like three months and officially dating for almost two and we ever went on a proper date! I want to act like a couple! Is this to much to ask?